Galau ini benar2 tak mau pergi...
kenapa??? kesendirian ini memaksaku kembali terpuruk...
tak seharusnya aku seperti ini... jika saja dia tidak berubah...
kami masih bisa berteman seperti dulu dan aku pun tidak akan berubah
aku tidak akan berubah jadi sayang padanya...
kenapa harus dia...
kenapa???

Happiness

i've never ever forgotten you
i've only thought of you
then what are you? have you forgotten me?
tears of deceit are falling from my eyes

should i look for you? i thought about it
i i don't really know
as this world turns
i only have you

i've got no words to say i can't do it anyway
i have no tears i have no feelings
i'm standing in front of you look at me
the boy who lived right behind you

the promised time has come
i'm in front of you
though i'm crying in fear
you wiped my tears
you took my hand
it will happen
this happiness together

i paint you with my eyes closed
i found you in my heart
i can see the revealing light
we can't lose a chance at eternal happiness
can you see me?
please call me to your side
it will happen
i love you
let's do it together with you forever

i've never ever forgotten you
i've only thought of you
then what are you? have you forgotten me?

When You Love Someone

I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me

I wanna touch and hold you forever

But you’re still in my dream

And I can’t stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life

But I still have a time to break a silence

When you love someone

Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you

When you hold your love

Don’t ever let it go

Or you will loose your chance

To make your dreams come true

I used to hide and watch you from a distance

Ang i knew you realized

I was looking for a time to get closer

At least to say ... “hello”

And i can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life

When you love someone

Just be brave to say  that you want him to be with you

When you hold your love

Don’t ever let it go

Or you will loose your chance

To make your dream come true

And i never thought that i’m so strong

I stuck on you and wait so long

But when love comes it can’t be wrong

Don’t ever give up just try and try to get what you want

Cause love will find the way...

BLUE TOMMOROW

if up till tommorow, where we meet

that road, i cant seem to walk pass that corner any more

if up till tommorow, while opening my eyes in the morning

i'm not allowed to think of you first

now, are you happy?

can you, Forget me?

yet your name lingers at the side of my lips

if up till tommorow, you have to leave me

if up till tommorow , my dreams also have to leave me

what can i do to make it better

how can you forget me?

even if time passes and i cant forget you

how long do i still need to cry, oh no

until now... i still love you

all the thing in my room

even the small photos in my phone

is also making me remember you

abandon, i abandoned my all

wipe away, i wiped away my all

but you are like magic, still binded to me

Yet, I still love you

To me, I can still only see you

what can i do to forget?

i still love you

can i still love you?

or do i have to leave

no matter till when,

i definitely will wait, oh no

until the time you return to my side

cant you return to be my women like yesterday

there is nothing i can do for you

but can only make it hard on you

i now know what is love,oh

if up till tommorow, you have to leave me

if up till tommorow , my dreams also have to leave me

what can i do to make it better

how can you forget me?

even if time passes and i cant forget you

how long do i still need to cry, oh no

until now... i still love you

To me, I can still only see you

what can i do to forget?

i still love you

can i still love you?

or do i have to leave

no matter till when,

i definitely will wait, oh no

Return to my side again

I still love you

Lee Dong Hae

Lee Dong Hae

akhir2 ini bener2 lagi suka banget nge up-load gambar Lee Dong Hae...
dia setidaknya yang bisa gita jadiin alasan buat melupakan sejenang tentang KOKI...
yang belum tentu mikirin gita... haaa capek banget...
jadi terpaksa hidup di dunia khayalan lagi...karena dia si KOKI..
ahhhh.... pengen banget teriak, jerit, marah... tapi gak bisa
I hate to be like this...

luv this song...

Freddy Mercury, vokalis band legendaris Queen, hanya bisa bersenandung cinta sejati dalam lagunya,
"I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life
You are the one for me
I am the man for you
You were made for me//"

TS oh TS

TS bukan Teh Es...
TS atau Telaahan Staf yang jadi Syarat kelulusan buat jadi Pegawai di salah satu BUMN yang bergerak dibidang ketenagalistrikan di Indonesia
huaa sudah sempat menguras pikiran, tenaga dan waktu... piuhhhh
bener-bener bikin PUSING, bikin MALES MAKAN, dan gak bisa TIDUR NYENYAK...
semoga Revisi TS kali ini berhasil dan tidak ada Revisi2 lagi PLUS tidak Mengulang
Amiinnn

Melihat dari kejauhan

Hanya bisa melihatnya saja..
tanpa mampu berbicara apa?
menyedihkankah?T.T

benar2 tidak mampu berkata apa-apa...
perasaan ini menekan hati ku sampai terasa sakit sekali...

RINDU ini membuat aku seperti sulit bernafas, sangat sulit, sesak sekali rasanya...
taukah kau... kehadiranmu telah membuatku resah, sedih,
ingin teriak tapi tak bisa
ingin menangis tapi tak bisa juga
Sakit sekali rasanya

TERJEBAK...

kenapa bisa seperti ini, ingin melupakan seseorang yang tidak bisa bersama karena perbedaan keyakinan dengan menambahkan DIA dalam hidupku...
justru membuatku terjebak dan sekarang malah tidak bisa berpaling lagi...
sedangkan dia sekarang berubah, berbeda,
atau akukah yang berubah? akukah yang berbeda?